Wednesday, July 14, 2010

I hate my old minds.

Why so?
Whenever I find myself thinking of someone, or.. some other shit...
I just can't stop myself from being sad, or distracted.
I hate that feeling, I just hope that I can always be my optimum-self.

What have you become, kiong....
It seem's like you're going way off your purpose, your life.

Why would I throw my dignity away, just to stay longer with the person i'm thinking of?
Why would I give up everything else, just to fight for that person?
Why?

I'm just confused sometimes, not knowing how to deal with my personal problems...
I might be strong in many aspects, but I'm emotionally weak when it comes to 'relationships'.

Maybe I'll just run away? Or face it?
This is something that I should be thinking of.

Wednesday, July 7, 2010

Leadership camp

Went to Malacca..
Probably the best time ever in Malacca.
Best food out house, great activities, great people, great facilitators, great residents, friendly dogs.
I wish I can have one of them dogs... They're so friendly and playful.

Sherson, I will never forget what you had taught me.
I shall not fail your challenges, I shall not fail myself.

Team mates from THE ONE, I will improve myself.
All your compliments and your criticism are appreciated.

Thank you all.