The Butterfly Effect

Ever seen the movie- Butterfly Effect (2004) ?

It's a great movie, saying that a small tiny change can wind up a significant big impact on something.

It's boring these days, nothing much to do... Wake up, eat, computer and wait for the next day to pass by.

I felt like changing stuff today: Rearranging my workspace, modify my blog... I went into a lot of trouble trying to get the music player working on my blog.. haha

There's a strange feeling today, I don't really know what is it... It's urging me to make some changes, and I hope it's leading me the right way.

Chilling... Relaxing... No worries...

In your face Mr.SadShit!

17/12/2010

I don't really mean to tease anyone.

Mr.SadShit, has been my acquaintance since I was born, and I never liked him.

"It may seem childish to make up an imaginary friend/ enemy but hell, this is my blog and this is just another post after I got my inspiration." hehe

Went to 1Utama this afternoon to meet up with some of my old friends. Actually, the gathering was supposed to be a birthday celebration for HanJie, who is also an old friend of mine... But the real intention of me going to that gathering was to find a very special and good friend of mine- Nelson.

We had lots of fun: watched movies, ate at Seoul Garden...

Basic, but kick ass.

I'm finally getting over with all the past now...

Thank you, everyone who has helped me through the hard times.

Though some of you may not realize you've helped me, I still thank you all. :)

PD-Malacca Extravaganza 13-15 Dec 2010

PD: 13/12/2010

What a great day it was in PD, had a long but fast drive there.

My trip partners: Cynthia, Candy, Mandy, Jie Ying, Sez Kien, Hian Woon, Shun Zhi and Wai Keong stashed at an apartment owned by Mandy's parents. Not a 4 or 5-star place to enjoy but it was good enough for us. I kind of liked it there, the apartment could be a lot better if the management maintained the place.

After unpacking, we decided to head out to the Blue Lagoon, where Shun Zhi saw it on the web which was said to has blue sea water. Turned out, it wasn't blue at all... but rather brown and black...

We turned back, and saw the "alternate Blue Lagoon" on the other side of the first one. The heck it was blue! Just 2 mins walk away from the "Brown Lagoon", fortunately, there weren't much people there. We had fun at site, lots of fun.

At night, we had BBQ for dinner and it was great!

PD-Malacca: 14/12/2010

Drove to Malacca, picked up our tour guide- Christine.. haha

We stayed at her father's friend's rental house. RM250 per night, 3 rooms, 3 shower rooms, it had basically all the stuff we needed and wanted.

At night, we played truth... no dares.. haha

After everyone else were asleep leaving me, Woon, Cynthia, and Christine, we headed into my room for ghost stories. I scared Cynthia a few times... I guess, XD. Moving on, we told some of the stories of our own... our histories, sad ones, happy ones....

It was mainly Cynthia and I talking, since we both had gone through some relationship problems of our own. Mine was sad, but hers was worse.

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Relationships are much more complicated than I think, and there are other people who have relationships more complicated than mine. Betrayal, vengeance and absurdity. Friends, family, love mates.

Blaming, not good, not cool.

"You can't keep blaming yourself, just blame yourself once and move on!"- Simpson, Homer J.

It's a joke, but I know it was meant for telling us to accept whatever that's happened and move on.

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I couldn't imagine how hard it was for Cynthia to go through all those, she would need a lot of courage to do that. I admire her courage, in my mind, she has always been a "da jie da" to me, she's a strong girl, emotionally.

I should really learn from her, and hope to become a better person than I am now.

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The one-month-gap really emphasizes how big this event is huh? XD