Sad Truth | Valued Lesson

Things just do not always go as expected:

It all seemed to be wonderful at start. The feeling of joy came to me from dawn and it did not end during my sleep.

My life went to a stage where I had never gone to, and I would not want to be anywhere else. I just wished everyday after could be like the 1st day- us being together.

It's such irony that a person who knows how to deal a lot of things easily. Dealing with friends is easy, getting new friends is easy, and even going crazy with a group of businessmen I do not even know is not hard! Maybe I was/ am being naive in terms of getting along with someone I like. I had always thought that things(love) would be the same after two people get together. If they liked each other then they should love each other par to the level of 'like'- It's just hard to understand.

The point is, love is tricky~ People can really get well and like each other pretty fast, but things might be different after they become couples. I know no one hopes to be that way but it's just something we need to take it as a fact and live with it.

Well, a friend of mine changed after she got sick. I did not know why, her attitude towards me just changed 180 in a weekend. I did not dare to ask, because I knew there was a great chance of me had done something wrong. I tried very hard to fix everything, the best I could to make her happy, to fix our relationship, but everything back-fired.

I remember reading a quote: "Let her go if you really love her." Hell, it did not say when! The fault was: I crossed the line, I got into a part of her personal space and she wanted me out, which I had no idea she wanted me to.

It was not her fault being selfish, I could had known her better. Everything just happened so fast, and I had no control over it.

I could have fixed everything

If I knew her better

If I did not ask for

What I should have worked for.

It's not her responsibility, it should be mine.

I brought us into this, and it should be me taking the responsibility.

I just wish non of these never happened. I am sorry.

心情好乱哦！:/

其实。。。

我想是我想太多了吧。

成功的企业家们都有一个想法：

think far, not near.

think big, not small.

THINK OF THE BIG PICTURE.

我正在怀疑这个理论能不能用在爱情上

有时候，

想多了，痛苦的，

是自己。

请别先说我自讨苦吃，

本少爷（开个玩笑啦）也不想的呀！

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让我先告诉读者一则真人故事：

我朋友的亲戚呢，

她有了个男友，

都在一起一年了，

男方说：“我要出国升造四年。”

就这样，为了不让各自为了等待对方，

双方提议分手。

平常事吗！有什么大不了的呢？

实在得说，真的没什么特别。

但是他们俩，四年过后，

发生了一个很感人的事：

四年后，两人反复相遇，

刚好双方在这四年里没遇到可以拆散他们的缘分，

两年后。。。

他们结婚了。

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这个故事，让我心动了。

没想到

这么多年没见， 这么多年没互相联络，

也可在繁忙的街市上

碰回他们永久的幸福

一生只有一次机会能够找到能够给我们幸福的人

很多人分开的原因都是因为有缘但无分

也有些人分开的原因很傻

感情的事，真拿我没办法。

所以呢

我决定了

我会尽全力，不去想

因为我相信：

每件事情，都是会有所大案的。

一切就顺其自然吧！

note: this is my 1st post typed in Chinese, please pardon any of the errors made in anyway. (Y)

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问题：

可爱的花生跟臭鸡蛋相比

哪个比较聪明？

Thank You For The Night

I had some problems today,

At some point, I felt that things were a bit different and the only way to know what is the problem is to... talk.

I think a lot, but maybe too much.

Like what you told me, things might not go as expected.

It hurts me, but it's just true.

So, I spent some time to think about it and I've decided to balance out my thoughts and cherish what I have now: You.

Who knows what might happen in the future. :)

Let's see where we take ourselves.

Thank you for making things clear, my beloved NUT. XD

Yay!

Love is no longer a fairytale to me. :)

But still, the fact is,

A girl like you is the one and only

Dazzled vision until you are in my sight,

Everyone has their own purpose

Looking after you will be my main purpose.

Entitled with the Lion Queen XD

No, you're more than that.

Every minute of us being together will be cherished.

I might not be able to give you everything you want, but I'll try... hehe :p

Love is something that needs to be treated equally.

Of what I get, of what I find, I will give it to you. :)

Vagueness between us shall not be present,

Every minute I will treat you as honest as possible. hehe

You are so important to me that

Obtaining you happiness will be my top priority,

Under any circumstances. :)

It's not a poem, it's just another post. But this post is specially for YOU.