Dream. I

Okay, I had a dream yesterday.
1st dream of that kind... special, but I dont know which category it falls into.. mixture of nightmare and good dreams XD..
so I feel like writting it down.

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I was being chased by a dragon or something and I was totally freaked out. I was in an alley or some place with buildings, so I tried to lose the dragon by running into corners and hide behind walls. There was one clear image that me hiding behind a low wall and the dragon is looking for me across the wall. I quitely stood up and wanted to sneak pass that dragon, then, the dragon must had sensed I was behind her and looked at me with her BIG EYES! (Like the eye fill up the computer screen if anyone is reading this, and the screen is like my view.)
WHOA!
so I ran to the end of the alley, saw an elevator and I just jumped in.
"What the heck! why won't the door close!!!!!!!!!!"
looking at the dragon coming towards me (forgot if it's flying or running), I was totally terrified.
"That's it.. bye bye world" ,She got into the elevator with me. (not sure how.. seemed like she shrunk into human size)
Looking at me, she transformed into a GIRL! (not sure who.. but certainly a girl I know :p)
"wow.. you sure look beautiful" I said in chinese XD
"owh. that's so sweet" she replied in english, and gave me A HUG!

I can still remember the feeling, the moment she gave me that hug..
It felt... relieving, comfort, like I could forget all the sad things!

The elevator took us to a parking lot.. there, was a man.. white hair, cowboy hat, long white mustache, standing beside a Mini.
Then the next thing I remember is I'm driving that car... it's a manual shift.. umm I was having fun driving it.. it's a convertable too.. no roof, so I can feel the wind.

And there was where the dream ended.

Cool..

Here's some stuff I found on the net.. it's about what the dream means if it has certain elements in it.
The elements below are in my dream, arranged chronologically.
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Chase
Dreaming of being chased symbolizes a real fear of being pursued by someone or something. It may also have to do with unresolved circumstances, situations, or emotions that you cannot seem to escape from or avoid.

Climb
A dream of climbing indicates the measures you are taking to achieve and accomplish your goals. It may be a struggle, but either way, you are finally reaching the top.

Hiding
To dream that you are hiding suggests that you are keeping a secret or avoiding telling the truth. However, you may be getting ready to reveal and confess before somebody finds out. If you dream that somebody else is hiding, you are feeling the need for security and protection.

Fear
Dreaming about a fear of yours means that you are having anxiety about certain events in your life. You may not be as successful in a particular task as you had hoped.

Elevator
Descending elevators in dreams are usually negative, suggesting repressed emotions or anxiety about losing social status. A rising elevator also represents anxiety, but signifies that the trouble is almost over. Dreams about being in an elevator crash are common and symbolize some basic fear in the dreamer's life.

Girl/Girlfriend
To dream of a girlfriend can be a straightforward representation of feelings or anxieties about your real life girlfriend. If you don't have one in real life, the dream represents a desire for more affection and appreciation.

Hug
A very pleasant dream symbol. It suggests love and tenderness. It is also symbolic of comfort and protection. The only time that this dream symbol has negative connotations is if you were to be hugged by a very unpleasant person or someone that you consider "evil." Otherwise, it is a sweet and comforting dream symbol.

Car
To dream that you are driving a car symbolizes your ambition and your ability to navigate from one stage of your life to another. Consider how smooth or rough the car ride is - that suggests how easy or hard your path will be to your goals. Also consider whether you are driving the car or are merely a passenger because that indicates whether you take an active or passive role in your life. If you are a passenger, it can also mean your knowledge will earn you good fortune, especially if the car is expensive.

My thanks.

Here's something I wanted to say it out but never had the chance to. The timing wasn't there, or, I missed it.

It was supposed to be said out during the 2nd night of our trip to Penang. (21/5/2011)

This may look a bit formal, it's because I don't know the gang really well yet.

"Tonight, I would like to thanks some people for making this trip from a seemingly trashed plan, into a very nice journey for all of us. I know, Unexpected things happens during the last minute, which in this case, it did. I was tensed by the pressure of losing control of the situation (I have the tendency to have things go the way I expect.) I was losing hope for this plan, but hope, was there for us. :D"

"I want to thank Wye Xiang, for providing us information and some really good ideas, simple ideas but I just... missed them XD"

"Wye Xiang's uncle, and his beloved wife, for their warming welcome for us to stay in their wonderful house. (Really great place. But a little stuffy.)"

"And I want to thank everyone for joining us in the trip"

"Thank you!"
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Oh how will I miss to thank the best person of all for this time,
Jie Ying! You, really really really was spectacular in this. No I am not being bias but when everyone was giving up, calling off the trip, you were the one that kept your stand the whole time. (If it's how I remembered)
But then, you are truly a cool and matured person; you had done a lot of things on your own, not many pushing-around and really, very few of my friends are like that.

This is something new for me to learn from you.

Nightmares

I keep having this dream- I don't know what I was doing but my finger suddenly snapped and my skin peeled off revealing my finger bone! In dreams pain can be felt and yea, I felt the pain!

The sensation, the pain is so real that I actually panicked even when I woke up. I just cannot find the difference.

Hope that dream won't haunt me for long.

If..

If you can do WHATEVER you want in your life, what would it be?

For me, I want to have the ability to have a clean slate of mind. Having a 'restart' of life.

The only thing I am able to do now is to forget everything that bugs me... Easier said than done ._.

Here is my list of what I want to forget of:

1. that GIRL

2.

*I sat and thought for more than 15 minutes*

LOL is that the only one?

This is stupid. :/

Why bother?

A lot of people argue, why bother understanding the universe, the big bang(it is conceived that before the big bang, the universe was in a dense state known as a "singularity" held by 4 forces: gravity, electromagnetism, and the strong and weak nuclear forces- stephen hawkin)?
Why use so much money to build the Large Hadron Collider just to understand the states of the particles?

Some people use God as an answer to everything; in fact, this is mere ignorance. Surely we can believe that God create stuff but we should never use it as a statement of fact. The universe itself existed long before humans (lol), that is before we even started to believe in any god.

The existing knowledge and conception can never be the answer, the unknown, is the answer.

My answer(personal opinion) to that question is:
Imagine what will happen if we can understand how the universe was born, what caused the big bang. Once we find out the answer to the grand question, we can use it to manipulate the forces and the energy required to create the big bang. And with that ability to manipulate the forces, we can basically do whatever we want, from spawning another planet to preparing a coffee without the use of coffee beans and water